I Didn’t Walk the Talk

June 19, 2022

My fur babies, Bodhi and Sattva, having a sweet moment living in the Light

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Today, my Dad is joining me at Sundays With Spirit – and you can too!  We did this last year on Father’s Day and it was a lot of fun.  You’re invited.  Please join us!

I used to be very challenged by my family – or so I thought.  By truly living and practicing spiritual principle I realized that it’s not that my family was upsetting me, it was my thoughts about my family that were upsetting me.  

LONG gone are the days of my constant complaining.  Back in the day when I really didn’t understand spiritual principles because my understanding was intellectual and not in my heart – when the ego was running my spiritual life –

I didn’t live the Love.

I didn’t walk the talk.

I didn’t even realize this was the case.
I was paying lip service to the teaching.

I used to be in near constant complaint mode.  Continuously criticizing and judging EVERYTHING!  It was relentless.  I felt so right all of the time.  Everything around me was wrong.  The people were wrong, wrong, wrong.  It was as if my full-time job was judge, judge, judging all that I saw.  

I had no idea that I was addicted to thoughts of separation.
I had no idea that I was delusional.

Now, I can see so clearly there’s a difference between being ALL IN for Love and having an intellectual understanding of spiritual principles that I THINK I believe, but don’t actually live.  

The difference is the Love that I feel.
The difference is the Peace that I feel.
The difference is my personal level of happiness.

AND most importantly to me, the difference is in whether or not I can be truly helpful to others just by the way I live and move and have my being in the world.

Back in the mid-90’s I made the decision that I was going to lift my consciousness to the level that I could walk into a room and my vibration would raise the vibration of the whole room.

I knew it was possible and that became my goal.  The reason is that I knew I could and it felt like my divine duty and spiritual purpose.

My parents were social and political activists.
They were community activists.
I learned a lot about the joy of being of service to others and to the community.  I’m sure it’s part of why I picked them to be my parents.

For me, being of service is my sweet spot.  

Back in the day, I’d be of service to feel validated.  Now, I don’t need that validation and people don’t even need to know that I’ve done anything.  I don’t need appreciation or recognition, I can simply be helpful and feel fulfilled.  

I feel so blessed I’ve found my calling and I get to live it.

I cannot tell you how differently I feel every single day once I made the change to truly LIVE these A Course in Miracles teachings and how grateful I am that I found the keys to unwinding the addiction to the separation thinking.  My experience of life is SO different now.  I live without regrets, embarrassment, resentment, and I don’t fear anything of substance.

I wish I could fully convey what a difference these spiritual practices have made in my life.  

I went from feeling like these teachings worked for others, but not for me to feeling like I’m succeeding beyond my wildest dreams!

I went from feeling frustrated because I just couldn’t figure it out to ROCKING my healing – and that’s what I wish for you too!

And, yes, I still have judgments, complaints and criticisms that come up every day for healing, but I don’t get involved in them and they don’t distract me from my purpose.

My healing didn’t come magically.
It came as a direct result of my spiritual practice.

I’m still experiencing more of my own healing every single day.  I’m intending to keep going until I fully awaken from this dream.  Awakening is my goal.  I’m ALL IN for this life of healing.

Back in 2008 I got so excited for how quickly my mind was shifting and the difference that it was making for me and my family that I decided to put what I was learning about truly living A Course in Miracles into a bootcamp class for others to experience what I’d been experiencing.  That’s how my Finding Freedom From Fear spiritual bootcamp was born.

For the last 15 years, I’ve been thrilled to share this healing journey with people who have had even far more miraculous healing than I have.  Families that hadn’t spoken to each other in more than a decade reunited.  Couples who were ready to sign divorce papers, deciding to renew their vows instead.  Financial healing, emotional healing, career healing – all kinds of healing.

And what’s more, all of the people we’re close to are also experiencing healing and transformation.

What’s the healing that you would like to claim for yourself and your family in the next 90 days?

Are you willing to be ALL IN for your own healing?  You don’t have to know how, you just need to be willing.  Your willingness is ALL that’s required.  That’s the teaching of ACIM and it’s true.  When YOU prove it, then you will know.  

Ultimately we WILL choose to be ALL IN.  That day WILL come, so why wait?  Today IS the day!  

If you’re willing to be ALL IN, won’t you please join me in my Finding Freedom From Fear class that starts next week? 

Registration closes Monday.

I haven’t offered my Finding Freedom From Fear in 8 months but we’re getting ready to start next week.  

This is your chance to join me and make the most of it, if you’d like to join me and GO FOR IT,  we’ll do the self-forgiveness work together.

If you’re willing, sign up for my Finding Freedom From Fear bootcamp NOW and then attend a Goal Setting Group Session for greater clarity.  

Would you be open to receive the support necessary for you to accelerate your spiritual healing and deepen your spiritual practice?

Of course you don’t need me, you have it all within you, but it’s so much FUN to really do this together!  It’s so liberating!  I love it!

If you’d like to have a major increase in your experiences of direct knowing and miracles, you might like my  Finding Freedom From Fear, spiritual bootcamp class with ACIM principles.  I haven’t offered this class in 9 months – this is your chance, if you’d like to join me and GO FOR IT!  

If this is right for you right now, you’ll know it.

Trust your intuition! If you’ve been thinking about doing my Finding Freedom From Fear Bootcamp for a while, but just haven’t been ready, consider booking an exploratory call with one of the spiritual counselors.  They can answer all your questions and you’ll know what’s best for you.   Book an exploratory call today!

My Finding Freedom From Fear spiritual bootcamp isn’t for everyone – it’s for those who are willing to dive in and live the Love to the best of their ability – even if you think you can’t.  Click here now to learn more.

We can have REAL and lasting transformation this summer with spiritual practice that brings benefit and healing for all.  

Now’s the time for us to dive deep and eliminate the patterns of fear in our life.  I thank you for being on the journey with me!

This is ours to do and we ALL have what it takes.

Let’s prove God works in our lives, now.

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